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It is Thursday night and I do indeed have work in the morning. I have been struggling at my desk job for months, and now I have plans to quit in October but a big part of me wonders if I "dont like the job" like I have been telling myself or if I simply lack work ethic. No one checks on me, and the consequences only come months later when someone realizes that I failed to complete one of my minute, sisyphean tasks. BUT!!!! I want desperately to be better. I heard my boss describe a girl who is applying as a receptionist as an "overachiever" and I just know that is not a word that anyone has ever used to describe me. I have had a way of scraping by my entire life, scraping by on an impressive enough level that no one could ever really reprimand me. This has only led me to wonder what my potential really is, how great I could be. I want to make August my month, I want to try to be an elite, fit, well-adjusted version of myself for a month. Soooo with that being said, here is my to-do list for tomorrow!
Time will tell I suppose! I hope to post an update tomorrow about how achieving my goals went. Goodnight for now my sweet sweet void!
xoxo
Via
I am attempting to soft launch this whole "transformation" of mine, so these next few posts may not seem so revolutionary. Just know that to me, they are.
07//26/2024:
- Actually do my job? For the whole day too, ideally. I have a bad habit of scrolling on Pinterest for like 3 hours instead of doing what I am meant to.
- Clean out my car
- Clean up my room
- See a friend
- Do a workout
- Wash AND STYLE my hair
Time will tell I suppose! I hope to post an update tomorrow about how achieving my goals went. Goodnight for now my sweet sweet void!
xoxo
Via
